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14 September 2010 @ 12:31 am
where love is just a lyric in a children's rhyme  
This post is not being lj-cutted for posterity. 8D (sorry guys ._.) Was talking to En and wanted to write fic, then went, oh wait, I have a lot of unfinished stuff...then decided to tally it all...


What I’m currently working on:
Black Cat: 1, Harvest Moon: 1, Higurashi no Naku Koro ni: 1

The full list, however, is 40 oneshots/drabble series and 5 multiparts, which is 5 multiparts more than I thought there'd be. Entire list of utter…longness (I think bolds are what I'm still interested in and italics what I'm mixed on, strikeouts are utterly scrapped):
  • Black Cat: 2 (crackfic, what happens if Train…stops being asexual? the world will explode and dark Train past!fic)
  • Clannad: 1 (five nevers-type thing, re: girls who loved Tomoya)
  • D.Gray-man: 3 (one five nevers re: Linali and innocences she had, two Allen/Linali)
  • Dark Angel: 1 (obviously Logan/Max)
  • Darker than BLACK: 1 multipart (say what!?) + 2 (one three nevers re: women Hei never loved, one pre-series Hei/Amber)
  • Detective Conan: 1 multipart (fuck the what) + 1 (Haibara-centric, obviously)
  • DOGS: 1 (dark, fucked up Haine/Naoto)
  • Ever17: 1 (Takeshi/Tsugumi, post-series darkfic)
  • Fairy Tail: 2 (Gray/Lucy crack with heaps of Juvia-stalking, and a…very dark post-apocalyptic death AU re: “what if Fairy Tail was wiped out and Gray and Lucy were the only ones left?" But it's so dark that I don't ever want to post it...)
  • Fire Emblem 7: 1 (Kent/Lyn, totally scrapped)
  • Fire Emblem 9: 3 (a 20_wars for Mia, and a Zihark-centric preseries - hey look, no Ike/Elincia! Oh wait...and the third part of the trilogy.)
  • Firefly: 1 (…surprisingly, Book-centric; probably ‘cause we never got his story)
  • Gakuen Alice: 1 (terminated Natsume/Mikan shorts series for 30_romances)
  • Ghost Hunt: 1 multipart (…which I really need to write…)
  • Gundam SEED/DESTINY: 1 multipart (post series. …………er, we can safely say this is scrapped)
  • Harvest Moon: 1 multipart (Vaughn/Chelsea parody/deconstruction of the crap on ff.net, and I’m not giving up on this 8D)
  • Heroes: 1 (think it was all the leftover Peter/Niki scenes that didn’t make it into the first fic)
  • Higurashi no Naku Koro ni: 1 (post series, Keiichi and Rika and the aftermath, Keiichi/Mion)
  • House, M.D.: 2 (which I think are both Chase/Cam…and I’m not looking)
  • Kaze no Stigma: 1 (obviously Kazuma/Ayano, bit of a deconstruction of the Belligerent Sexual Tension trope)
  • Law of Ueki: 1 (really old Sano/Rinko 1_sentence thing)
  • Liar Game: 1 (…only a summary line, hahahahaha. But, Akiyama-centric, pre-series.)
  • Loveless: 1 (Seimei and Ritsuka, and all the twisted thorns in between)
  • Ouran Koukou Host Club: 2 (1 Hikaru/Haruhi 1_sentence, 1 Hikaru/Haruhi and Kaoru/twins-centric piece)
  • Phoenix Wright/AJ/Ace Attorney: 2 (…oh fuck. 1 Klavier-centric, and…just about the trippiest thing I’ve ever written style-wise, I am not lying, and 1…Apollo/Trucy? .________.)
  • Supernatural: 3 (one five nevers re: deaths Dean’s never died, one gen, one Sam-centric)
  • Tales of Symphonia: 1 (scrapped Sheena-centric drabbles for a 100 challenge)
  • The Melancholy of Suzumiya Haruhi: 3 (1 ultradark fucked up Itsuki/Haruhi, 1 Itsuki-centric, 1 AU Kyon/Haruhi “what if Haruhi changed everything after all”)
  • Vampire Knight: 1 (Shiki/Rima that never got off the ground)
  • Veronica Mars: 1 (…only a summary line and I can’t even tell what I was planning on writing, haha)
  • Witch Hunter Robin: 1 multipart (…which is dead forever, damn it’s embarrassing. Utterly embarrassing.)
...haha, all the scrapped fics are...for TV series. 8D;;;;

Also, feel free to nag for anything that catches your eye (to be honest, I want to see what people are interested in and whether or not some of this stuff's too dark, plus I need some inspiration and motivation like whoa), but yeah. No promises. Whatsoever. holy fuck the what this list

And before I end up never posting this, as it's been in my scratchnotes doc for maybe a month - four moments that begin to sum up why I love Shizuo:

1. To a little girl who heard that Shizuo would kill her father from Izaya: “Don't worry, Izaya and I are friends. What he told you is a misunderstanding. In fact, I'M GOING TO GO SORT THIS MISUNDERSTANDING OUT RIGHT NOW.” :D (Quite honestly, my great dislike of Izaya only makes Shizuo more awesome in my eyes, I’m sure.) This basically relates to how Shizuo is a spanner in the works for Izaya, aka without even knowing fully what’s going on is perfectly capable of screwing over all his plans. (Granted, the irony of this quote…ah well.)

Oh, and this face he makes as the follow up to that line, because he was trying not to scare the kid and. It’s. Amazing.

2. That whole light novel scene with him and Verona. He’s all nice and aw because “I’ve never had a kouhai before” and “people are scared of me, so” and he’s just trying to be so nice and he’s just…an eager little puppy, ahaha…while Verona’s all “I’m going to get to know everything about him, so I can destroy him. That’s what I’m going to live for.” Shizuooo ): ):

3. The light novel version of the reporter’s interview with Shizuo. The way Shizuo talks so laconically, and how that all went down. Just. XD

Related note: “His brother is widely believed to be a fearsome personality. In fact, Hanejima himself was scouted to debut after saving the life of a talent scout from his brother, who apparently did not appreciate being talked to by that talent scout.”

4, which is the biggest one: "Why did I turn out like this? At least it wasn't my family. There was no childhood trauma I can think of. I never watched any violent anime or read violent manga. Didn't watch movies either. So that leaves only myself, doesn't it? It's gotta be me, right?" followed by, "I'll probably start destroying myself with my own hands."

Oh wait, "korosukorosukorosukorosukorosu" ("I'llkill'imI'llkill'imI'llkill'imI'llkill'im") should also make the list. Ahahaha oh Shizuo. Never lose your awesomeness. Ever.
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Enstringpuppets on September 13th, 2010 04:41 pm (UTC)
Hmm hoo humm boring boring boring boring.
Yup. Boring. *snickers*
Alright I -kid-, don't RAEG. XDDD


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a regular decorated emergency.: Tomoyadarkenedsakura on September 13th, 2010 04:45 pm (UTC)


Fine, fine. :P

Hey, hey, hey. LtM.........uh, I honestly can't think of anything I'd want to write or could be capable of writing for that series. And believe me, I want to write for Mentalist...but I just...gnargh. Can't think of anything good re: Jane/Lisbon. ): ): ):

Says the person who doesn't like listening to Muse songs too much. :P

...Go study. I'm going to ignore you again if you keep this up, 'cause now I feel really bad for sending you that link that started all of this.

.............*hits "Return to sender"*
Enstringpuppets on September 13th, 2010 04:55 pm (UTC)
Actually yeah. And I still haven't picked up the series, although I was so excited about it last time. I think I was all prepared to watch it in June when the series continued, but June was also the time I started WoWing again, so.. 8D
And whoo Jane / Lisbon! I LOVE their interaction, so freakin' cute!! But I'm annoyed it's moving in a Jane / Kristina or whatever the hell her name is -direction atm.. ): They went on a DATE.

Oh well, link me if you every do write, so I can check it out and snicker at ur BAD GRAMMER ROFL. 8D

XD Matt's voice is really nice! And I told you I think they're awesome after the epic epic concert. And btw I think we need to go for another epic epic Muse concert ): ): ): ):
And Resistance was in my head / on repeat the whole day ):

Haha dw I'd have been phailing all over without that link. Math isn't studyable, it's a constant practice thing, so there. 8D
And hey, at least Econs was good, though that might have been due to my awesome logic and deductive skills.

8D Nope, you so did not. XD <3
a regular decorated emergency.: Patrick - red laughdarkenedsakura on September 13th, 2010 05:06 pm (UTC)
Mmn, I'm really mixed on the second half of LtM season two, so...hm. Mmn. Dunno. :\ The writers are dropping the ball realllll bad in characterization/consistency-related areas, that's for sure... And haha...'cute' is really not the word I'd use, but. And, well, if they ever did a sudden blatant Jane/Lisbon thing, it'd probably be OOC and I'd flip out. :\

I don't think the Jane/Kristina was really...you know, much of anything, especially considering how Jane was being. You know, even more jerkass-ish than the usual. He and Kristina would never work out because of that fundamental difference they have, attraction or no. (Hell, he couldn't even be completely nice to her on said date.)

Hahahahahaha. Oh lord, my 'grammer issues that need to seriously be fixed' or whatever ;_;

Yeah, well. And yes, I could totally do another Muse concert, asdlkgjdjg. We were going to go to the St. Louis one, but they cancelled that part of the tour because Chris Wolstenholme is having his fifth (?!) kid and has to return home, so yeah...

Last-second studying can save you. If you looked over the right equation and stuff right before, really, it can save you like whoa. Believe me. 8D And I'm sure Rae has something to say about that logic of yours :D

Oh, damn. Must've been when I switched to VPN. *hits the button*
Enstringpuppets on September 13th, 2010 05:07 pm (UTC)
Your Madfish was not accepted..

... RAAAAAAGEEEEEEE *Ignores forever.*
a regular decorated emergency.: Haine - smirkdarkenedsakura on September 13th, 2010 05:08 pm (UTC)

And don't make me lock you out of your account again so you'll go study. 8D
Enstringpuppets on September 13th, 2010 05:10 pm (UTC)
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THE REAL *ignores forever.*
a regular decorated emergency.: Oz - a once and future kingdarkenedsakura on September 13th, 2010 05:10 pm (UTC)
...Your comment made no sense? 8D
Enstringpuppets on September 13th, 2010 05:12 pm (UTC)
I decided to give you a Chaosfish before I -really- ignored you forever ;_;
Enstringpuppets on September 13th, 2010 10:23 pm (UTC)
Omg so today I woke up with this song playing in me head and I was all 'wtf what song is this' and then I realized it's Uprising WTF IS THIS I DON'T EVEN

Btw, in case you didn't notice, I totally didn't say gnight to you before logging last night, GASP 8D
a regular decorated emergency.: Haine - smirkdarkenedsakura on September 14th, 2010 03:43 am (UTC)
*snorts* But couldn't you pick some of the more awesome Muse songs to get stuck in your head? :P

And ahahahaha. Now I'm -highly- amused. 8D
Enstringpuppets on September 14th, 2010 03:45 am (UTC)
Problematique now <333 That was the one that made me decide to give Muse a chance, LOL.

And hurt and upset I hope. That'll teach you >:D

I'm also annoyed because.. did you just wake up? -_-;
I've finished (fucking up) my paper AND got home before you got out of bed, yuck.
a regular decorated emergency.: Rinslet - oh us uninvited guestsdarkenedsakura on September 14th, 2010 03:53 am (UTC)
Somehow that song crept into the top of my last.fm and is my #1 or 2 for Muse songs, vying with Plug in Baby. O_o

*snorts* *just snorts*

Uh...I woke up at 10:40-ish and dozed a little, but to get internet I have to be downstairs, right? And I took my sweet time doing that. Anyway, I'm starting school soon too, so... sigh.
Enstringpuppets on September 14th, 2010 03:48 pm (UTC)
I used to like that song.
Until my friend asked me what I thought the song was about. I said 'sex', and she said 'no.' And I promptly lost interest in the song. 8D
LOL, kidding, it's still pretty good.

Btw my paper ended at 9:30. -_-;

my life is the epitome of ENNUI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I NEED MORE FRIENDS WTF IS THIS.
a regular decorated emergency.: SH - band togetherdarkenedsakura on September 14th, 2010 06:16 pm (UTC)
*snorts* In an interview (think it was a video, my friend told me about it), someone asked Matt what the song was, well, about. He looked at Dom and Chris, who shrugged and were all dunno, so Matt turns to the interviewer and goes, ".......it can be about whatever you want it to be!" Case being, they obviously were shroomed when they composed/sang that song. So shroomed. 8D

Yeah, yeah. I get more sleep than you. For now.

Get moar neofriends. 8D
Enstringpuppets on September 14th, 2010 06:18 pm (UTC)
a regular decorated emergency.: Kida - ?!?darkenedsakura on September 14th, 2010 06:25 pm (UTC)
Since when did I lock you out of your account again?!?!
Enstringpuppets on September 14th, 2010 06:26 pm (UTC)

YES I GOT THE PARTING SHOT KBYE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! <3333
Raerae00 on September 13th, 2010 08:13 pm (UTC)
Your afterthought-number-five is my one and only. *sweatdrops*

Re: unfinished fic list, how about you write all of them? :D

'Kay, don't shoot me. At least do the Loveless one; Kit would love you to death for it.
a regular decorated emergency.: Loveless - Seimeidarkenedsakura on September 14th, 2010 03:42 am (UTC)
Yeah, well, he's not even your favorite. *sweatdrops* Plus three of the moments are from the light novels, which you haven't read. Actually, though the fourth was in the anime, that particular quote's from the light novels as well.

No. (And you alone nagging at me isn't enough motivation, as I'm used to you nagging me re: fic. :D)

:D 8D ...er. The Loveless fic is old, old, old. Plus I haven't kept up with the series for at least 3 years. I don't think I could pull it off. :\
Raerae00 on September 14th, 2010 04:52 am (UTC)

(And I'm used to you ignoring whatever vague pokes you call "nagging"...)

Psh, it's not like there's much to remember. Deep as a koi pond, that one.
a regular decorated emergency.: Celty; Izaya - from horses up highdarkenedsakura on September 14th, 2010 12:08 pm (UTC)
Now that I think about it, everyone does talk about how the anime plays up Shizaya a lot more than the novels ever did, so it did focus more on some details while dropping some others.............sob.

(What were my vague pokes even about, anyway? And...yeah, somehow I'm...really not surprised. Now why would I bother to write for your requests. :\ )

Ouch. Loveless was not -that- shallow. The head cases alone, geez.

EDIT: remember when you sent me those links for raw vols 1-3 of Durarara? I...apparently never downloaded them and can't find the links any more, oops. Still got the links?

Edited at 2010-09-14 12:24 pm (UTC)
Raerae00 on September 14th, 2010 03:31 pm (UTC)
*shrugs, palms up*

(I meant my poking you, if you're confused......Oh, I dunno, maybe 'cause you love me.)

*snorts* I think I've just seen too much anime.

Mm...probably. ...'Kay, no, but they can't be that hard to find. ......There we go, first result.
a regular decorated emergency.: Shizuo - cityscapedarkenedsakura on September 14th, 2010 06:20 pm (UTC)
So what are your thoughts on yaoi, indeed.

(Oh. And..........you know I hate that line. A lot. So no, I don't love you and you probably won't be getting much fic. :[ Well, haha, there won't be much fic because I fail at it, anyway. 8D)

Hm, maybe. I dunno. The ones that try to be deep usually fall flat on their faces, anyway...

Yay, thanks. Was thinking that I should attempt to icon some of the light novel illustrations, some of which are way more kickass than the anime scenes.
Raerae00 on September 14th, 2010 06:24 pm (UTC)



❝ heir  of  lig ht。  ☆  ❞: DRRR!! - let's get ready to rock.manriicabaeju on September 14th, 2010 07:21 am (UTC)
Those Fairy Tail ones sound. Kind of amazing. @__@ I love those kinds of fics--really really dark, depressing ones, I mean. (doesthatmakemeweird..) And I'm interested in the Haruhi Suzumiya ones as well, just because I've never seen much ItsukiHaruhi and I always love dark fics. >w>;;;;;
Mmmm.. that prompt for Lenalee, the innocences never had, sounds really interesting, but I doubt I could do it. Hmnn.
I've only ever seen some older things you've done for Ouran. o: So I'm a bit interested in those too, but the first two series much more so.
I.. have yet to read the Darker than Black fanfics on ff.net because I haven't had much time, but just the titles make them sound amazing, so I'm sure any other fanfics you do for that series will be wonderful; if you really love a series, you usually do everything in your power to stay true to everything you can. .x. So I've found.

Shizuo is just.. he's so cute. I don't. Shizuo isn't just awesome to me, 'cause I just.. always want to hug him. |: He's adorable and sweet and one of the only NORMAL PEOPLE... and he just makes me feel like I'm looking at a bear sometimes. His cuteness almost makes me sad. -pets him-
Mmm I think I rambled. Crap.
a regular decorated emergency.: Itsuki/Haruhi - the long winter roaddarkenedsakura on September 14th, 2010 01:35 pm (UTC)
Not weird, I like them the most too. 8D Fluffy happy endings are ridiculously, you know, blah for me anyway. I just don't meddle with ultradark things any more because I've gotten...interesting reactions to my more moderately dark pieces, which. I know, I know, don't write for the reviews, but sometimes the reviews affect what you end up writing after you read them, alas.

And I adore Itsuki/Haruhi. I mean, hell, it's kinda canon, though some people see it more as Itsuki/Kyon/Haruhi, which...I'm not going to comment on. But yeah...it could never end happily for either of them is my personal belief, so.

Haha, the D.G-M stuff is...a little too old, basically scrapped. I don't think I could ever pick all of that up again. Same for Ouran 8D The DtB stuff, though, I really should finish up. One of them, that three nevers one, is basically almost done, I just...stopped, for some reason. And bahhhhhhh stop the nonsensical compliments, they're too good for me D8

I swear he's like the only sane man sometimes, rage issues aside. And then bad things just always happen to him at an insane rate. It's just...Shizuooooo you poor thing and. ): Careful if you try petting him, though...he might get really angry 8D

I'll match your rambling. 8D
❝ heir  of  lig ht。  ☆  ❞: DRRR!! - wait what was that.manriicabaeju on September 19th, 2010 11:32 pm (UTC)
Ahahahah. 8DD I mean, I don't mind fluff if I need a pick me up or something, or if it's written well, but like. I love darker stuff. I don't know why. ..Or funny stuff. I like funny stuff too. Hm.
No, I understand that. It makes sense to me. But I think you should keep trying. :'D A few people don't make up the majority, and you never know how many people are reading and just not commenting or favoriting, even if they loved it. (I know I can be like that..)

Is it really? Mm.. I guess so. I'm not super deep into the fandom although I like the series, so I don't know. It doesn't really seem like they could, but. I'd still love to read about them. :'D

Well, even if the DGM ones and Ouran ones are gone, at least there is the DtB one~ And, I have that same problem with so many of my stories, so I get it. Even if you think you're close to being done, you just stop and don't pick it up again for a long time. =A=; It's not a good habit but.
LOL. I don't think they are. =w=

That's 'cause he kind of is. xDD; He's one of the only normal people, just that his temper's been amplified... to insane heights.
I don't know why people would try to be mean to him because LOOK AT HIM. He's so cute and--asjnajdkfnkgtjr.
Ahahah, well, if he gets mad.. there's always milk. 8D